How I Use Vernon Howard Principles
in My Daily Life 2

     It’s so very interesting how this all works. I remember hearing a whole talk by Vernon on Understanding. He said that was all we needed. I remember seeing an inner reaction of disappointment and resistance. It seemed to me (actually, to the false self, but I didn’t know that then) that there were so many more things needed. But (1) by persistence, (2) by continuing to study, (3) by breaking thought and trying to stay awake, (4) by remembering to ask for higher help, (5) by keeping notes nearby to help us remember to do the work, and (6) by practicing self-release when we are nervous or in pain, everything gradually changes. Our attitudes change, because we now see that understanding really is what we need. Now, there is nothing in life more rewarding, more exciting, than gaining more understanding.
     Taking a truth statement like the following one, writing it down, and working with it helps understanding to grow. “THE FEW HUMAN BEINGS WHO  FINALLY MAKE IT OUT REFUSE ABSOLUTELY TO POINT THE FINGER OUT THERE.”
     If, instead of sleeping my life away, I will work with the basic principles to watch what is going on inside every minute and not say “I” to whatever is there, and not try to change it, but to shine a light into the inner darkness, it then becomes more clear that there is a sly impostor, a pretender, and many dragons (demons) within that are running and ruining my life. I have been calling them me, but they are not me. This is what separates us from who we really are. This is the only problem any of us has. It’s like a movie projector sending out scary scenes that we think are real. It is very exciting to become a better detective and to expose the hoaxer, the hypocrite, the insolent impostor, the pain causer, and in the process, to get our life back. Indeed, if we are honest about what we see, and will go through the hell of becoming conscious of the unconscious (e.g., fear, worry, anger and  much more) we can change what we are getting, and we do have a chance to solve the Mystery of Life. Nothing is more practical.
      “Understanding the mind is everything, that is, seeing what is going on inside and knowing it is not me.” The trouble is, I don’t work hard  enough and I fall back to sleep! And there are still many parts which would rather sleep and parts that want to be lazy. So I have to see I can’t do anything for myself except to ask Heaven to keep me awake and to do for me what I can’t do for myself. And then I must try to work all the harder, which appears to be a paradox but really isn’t.
     It is truly thrilling when one sees that by really doing the work, outer problems start to disappear. What was a giant crisis for me recently became a little molehill by following the instructions of turning my attention to the inner condition and staying with the pain, the fear, the inner chaos. By not trying to find an answer to the problem with the thought-self and by practicing self-release, I can move up the mountainside. Amazing, isn’t it, that nearly everyone rejects these  principles, our only true friends?
     Vernon gave us a chance for something incredible. Here’s how unique it is. Vernon said he doubted if 10 men in history have gone this far (DVD #35 — Five Steps to Sanity & Certainty). How far? He said it takes many years of going through the stages of giving up calling oneself either a right or a wrong person, of not calling it ‘me’ at all, and of “finally approaching the stage of sanity and certainty, where there is no you there anymore.” Vernon offered us a chance for a new and eternal life, but we have to persist and to put  these Truth Principles first every day.

     To begin to explain how New Life has helped me I would have to go back to my teenage years. Back to the time when high school students are approaching graduation and making plans for what comes next.
     About that time I noticed that something was starting to bother me. It seemed that while almost everybody I knew had a detailed plan, I didn’t have a clue! One friend had decided to go pre-med at the State University after which he would intern in the big city and then start a practice in a certain specialty. Another friend was to attend junior college for two years before traveling in Europe for a couple more and then returning home to marry her high school sweetheart and start a family. And so it was. Practically everyone else had figured out what they were going to do. I secretly wondered what was wrong with me.
     Many friends and acquaintances made “suggestions” as to what I should be doing. And they explained them quite convincingly; to the point that I should seem foolish not to go along with them. So eventually I chose one and went ahead to college.
     I graduated from college and traveled abroad for several years before returning to the United States. I had kept in touch with many of my old friends and would run into them occasionally. It now seemed to me that everyone else had a head start in life on me. They already had families and had established successful businesses and careers or had made a name for themselves in some other way. I felt like I had missed out on something.
     I began to notice as I would talk with old friends though that several of them had been divorced once or twice, and some of them were nasty breakups. Others with seemingly perfect marriages didn’t seem all that happy. Several had struck out on their own in search of fortune and fame only to return years later penniless and bitter. A few ended up in substance abuse rehabilitation and a few more needed to go there. I began to notice a sense of desperation and despair in them. None of them looked or acted like they were contented.
     Years earlier I had been given a book by Vernon Howard. I believe it was Pathways to Perfect Living. I read it and moved on, not having understood much of it. That didn’t bother me much because underneath it all, I thought I already knew everything anyway. (Old habits die hard).
     But now as my life was moving along I went back and reread it. It started to make sense of what I was seeing in the world all around me. It explained what was going on and why my friends’ best laid plans didn’t seem to be making them happy. At times it seemed like Vernon was speaking specifically about me.
     As I read on, I noticed that most of what he wrote was in fact true. The stories were entertaining and each had a lesson. As I continued to read I saw that he was right about more than I originally thought. I began to suspect that he was right about everything! I was fortunate enough to have heard him speak in person and it was clear that there was something very unique about him. Here was someone who UNDERSTOOD LIFE. He knew me better than I knew myself. In  fact he understood all human kind! And he had made the extraordinary effort to communicate the lessons of life through his books, tapes and lectures.
     He told us to take what he taught and to prove it for ourselves. The more I did the more I saw it was true. I now have a much better understanding of the world in which we all live. I understand our purpose here and have been told what we should be doing. LIFE HAS FINALLY BEGUN TO MAKE SENSE.

     What Vernon Howard teachings do I use in my daily life? Right now, there are two I would like to mention. “Go against yourself” and “Go to work.” I have learned by virtue of these classes and through Vernon’s work that the life energy given to me by God is being wasted on unnecessary suffering, negativity and complaining.
     I have found that if I go against any laziness in me and go to work to become as aware as I can moment by moment, I am able to get a lot accomplished, which helps all aspects of my worldly life and then as a by-product, I suffer less. For example, thanks to applying these principles in my work, my business is now more efficient, productive and organized. While working, doing data entry, for example, I can see how long I can stay alert, awake and aware. If I all of a sudden notice that my work is riddled with mistakes, it is easy to see that I’ve once again fallen ‘asleep at the wheel’ so to speak. But I can bring myself back to an alert state in the very next instant. Being aware in this way just feels right and I’ve learned for myself that there are great benefits to applying the lessons in my daily life. Vernon’s teachings are so practical and I’m so thankful to have found them.

     A while ago, my life was overrun by my family. My father had me take him to work before I went to work. My stepmother felt she had a right to call me any time to make repairs to her house; my niece and nephew who got into a lot of trouble always called me to solve their problems. I was up to my neck in family life. They were draining me of my life. I knew it, I felt it, but I saw no way out.
     It was a “yes-mess.” Then I began to work with some of the exercises Vernon Howard gave us, exercises that if done with a right heart and spirit can change everything. I used the Themaswot exercise to begin to say NO to my family who just wanted to unload on me. “Themaswot makes the suggestions are the ones who must do the work, make the decisions and pay the money.” At first I just said no to their small “requests” and called their bluff. Then I got stronger. The howl from my family members was very loud and very long. They tried everything individually and as a group to get me back in their clutches. I was able nicely and without anger to refuse all of their demands! Slowly they faded away, and after many years of inner work and sticking very close to the classes, they are no problem at all.
     I’ve found and this is really important, THE CLASSES MAKE YOU INWARDLY TOUGHER. I NEVER MISS A  BANQUET, NOT EVER; BELIEVE ME, ATTENDING THE BANQUETS HELP. This work is like riding a fast spinning top. If you stay right at the center, you stick with the Truth. If you wander at all, you will be flung off the top. Stick close to the center. NEVER MISS A CLASS OR A BANQUET THAT YOU CAN ATTEND.
     There is more to this work than I ever had any idea of in the beginning. I now have a real appreciation for what Vernon Howard gave us. I would never have had a peek into something other than Roy’s little world unless I persisted. I will never stop attending these classes. They are the only thing on the planet that has true meaning. That may sound unbelievable but it is the truth. Find out for yourself.

     Vernon Howard’s principles offer me immediate higher help every day.
     Take depression, which overcomes me without cause and I suffer. When I’m depressed, Vernon asks that I question its right to control my mind and my feelings. Using “Depression has no right to exist”, I can boot it out of my inner life. When I use this principle, the heavy negative feeling disappears. I experience what Vernon talked about when he said “The state invades me but it’s not me.” This is truly exciting because having succeeded once, I can do it again. That’s the key — I must constantly use what I’ve been given by bringing myself back to awareness time and time again.
     “I am the problem” has freed me from a lot of useless blaming so that I can now concentrate on the solution — me.  When my husband tells me I’ve made a mistake, I don’t immediately attack back. I begin to understand that my wrong reaction is mine, not his. Vernon says that often the decent thing to do is to just leave people alone. When my husband is driving, I put this principle into action by no longer advising him to avoid the car turning left 3 miles ahead of us! This helps both of us.
     To consciously upset myself by doing what I don’t want to do helps me to develop. Using maps is difficult for me. But I go against myself and read the map. It feels right and at the same time, I avoid wasting a lot of time driving around lost.
      Life constantly challenges us but Vernon Howard’s principles give us true support and a higher experience that comes as we use these tools. Nothing worthwhile is going to come easily; but oh what a reward we get by applying these ideas. We can truly get our lives back!